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over the rainbow

2012 started with a bang !! Confusion and uncertainty are the theme of the month. But I don't want to dwell on that. I want to talk about Maggie Kari.

Meet Maggie Kari in 2006. Happy go lucky is what he is . We become friend thanks to a friend. A wonderful friendship happened! No stress and a happy go lucky friendship.

2008 was not my year. Lost a bestfriend, broken hearted, lost my passion in studying. Basically, the idea of jumping of Bangor pier was always in my mind

But, there is a saying that goes; after every rain, there will be a rainbow. Maggie Kari was my rainbow. He was there during my darkest hour. During my struggle with my late parents. He was always there.

Until June 2010, i found that all this while , he's with a girl. A girl he knew for more than 5 years. Surprisingly, because of his honesty, i got more attracted to him.

Even know, I still feel a strong attraction towards him. After all the lies and deception, i am strongly very strongly attracted. I know this is an unhealthy obsession.

We plan to meet up this Febuary. Deep down i know he will ditch me. But i am still excited. How could i be such a fool when it comes to him.

How do i let him go?

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